Yes, I wanted to express visually my present situation.  I know I haven’t posted in quite a long time now, in part because of ‘the constant struggle’ mentioned in my previous post.

Now that my thoughts have settled a little, I finally made a decision: it’s time to stop beating around the bush, and prepare for some serious academic ass-kicking.  Meaning I won’t probably own my life for the next couple of years, but what a satisfaction will be to get it back after so much effort! (that and getting my engineer degree).

Math is killing me. I think I’ll never figure it out completely. So, back to my books now.